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Monday, December 21, 2009 !@#$% 3:25 AM
It's been a looooong time since i blogged and i decided to today because i needed a place to pour out how I'm feeling . Many things have happened for the past week . Some made me happier than I have ever been and there are issues that made me upset ! Everything happens for a reason so I'm trying not to be too upset bout things . Yashini , Thanks for everything . I have not been a good cousin sister to you . && I'm sorry . You have sacrificed so much for me ! I appreciate it lots ! Seriously ! I'm not quite sure if there was someone else in ur shoes they would do how much you do for me ! I love you alot babe ! I've made things horrible . Everything was going good between you and him till i came into the picture . I really didn't mean to ruin your friendship with him . I would do anything it takes to make it up to you for all the hurt and pain you went through . Even after reading this , you are gonna say that I didn't do anything wrong and that you love me ! But still , I love you babe ! Dearest , I wanted to tell euu thank you for everything that you have done for me ! You are simply awesome ! I know that I have hurt you in some way or another and I'm really sorry . I never wanted to hurt euu with anything that i said or did . I hope you understand ! I've let euu down as a good friend ! && I realised that the moment he told me that I didn't understand you . I wish you would just give me a chance to understand you . I know I'm not as close to you as the rest and there are certain things that you might not wanna tell me but that is the only way where I would know what really is going on ! Maybe eveything that happened between us is an accident ! I dunno ! But i really like you . I'm just doing this for you ! And with the hope that everybody is going to be happy with the decision made . I really don't ever wanna loose a good fren like you . I love you ! && Once again , I'm sorry for everything that i did wrong . I hope you know that this post is for you just by reading it . I didn't wanna mention any names ! I'm missig Lachme . I really can't wait for her to come back ! It's like things were so much better when she was here ! Everythings changed now ! && I'm not blaming anyone for it . So chill people ! I love you baby ! Be back soon alrights ! Takkaire ! Well , I guess this is where it ends ! Good-bye All ! '' I know I shouldn’t like him, cause I know it’s not working , so I convince myself I don’t. And then I see him and he’ll smile , or put his arm around me or just say anything , and then all that logic and convincing myself evaporates. '' |
